A scene from court

A scene from court (true story)

If it had not been for Jesus my king, interceding for me… My dear Lord took my case up when the accuser did what he does best, accuse.

 Christ Is Our Advocate

My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. And if anyone sins, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous; (1 John 2:1 -NASB)

 I would have found guilty, because I was guilty. Guilty of covetous thoughts, of stealing, of grumbling, of jealousy… just to name a few of the charges.

I knew it and the enemy knew it too, yet Jesus still took in my case even if, as I would imagine, His desk was filled with similar cases. I am so grateful that He took on my case.

The accuser was already in court, talking to the Judge saying, “You say that You are righteous and just! You say that Your kingdom is founded on those very pillars yet look at what she has done! Death is the only fit punishment for her, Your law says death!

Then Jesus steps forward, the court is silent as the Judge’s eyes meet Jesus’s eyes, and all I see is LOVE, The language of heaven, a language that no devil can understand.

The Judge knows what is coming, His hand already reaching out for His gavel as Jesus begins to speak. His words pierce my very being!

He looks at me and says:

 But He was pierced through for our transgressions,
He was crushed for our iniquities;
The chastening for our well-being fell upon Him,
And by His scourging we are healed. (
Isaiah 53:5 NASB)

 … “Behold, the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world! (John 1:29 NASB)

The Judge turns to me and says, “O man, what is good; And what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?”  Because it is written, ‘You shall be holy, for I am holy.’ ”

(Micah 6:8, 1 Peter 1:16)

“The price has been paid in full! Case dismissed!”Says the Judge says in a loud voice and  bangs His gavel.

 The weight falls off my shoulders; I have been forgiven and set free! All because of what Jesus did on the cross. “Thank you Jesus for all that you have done for me, You rescued me Jesus. I will live for You Jesus, yes will live for You. ” are the only words that I can say.


©2017 Catherine Maina

Words unsaid, stories untold.


 Life is a little bit like taking a train ride. People come in and out of your life, they board and alight, one might say…

Some ride the train with you for a while, some ride along a little bit longer.

Yet at the end of the day all you want is to get to your destination or in my case, home.

Sometimes I get to sit next to a really cool person, sometimes I sit next to a “not so cool person” or they sit next to you…

Sometimes I will sit next to a well-dressed lady or gentleman. Occasionally, a drunkard or a drug addict might take a sit next to me.

It is always a surprise; will the person sitting next to me be well dressed and busy- looking?  Or will they obnoxious and smelly?  Will they be polite and pleasant? Will they be young or old?

Just yesterday, as I took the train home from work, I watched as people get in and off the train.

I watched as a young pretty lady got in the train and after a while, took off her phone and started checking out her make-up on selfie mode.

A hurried middle aged lady walked in and stumbled as she took the sit across mine. She was holding some sort of health drink, for some reason I get the feeling that she was stressed out about something… (I could be wrong).

Things change, next stop.

An old man got on to the train and sat opposite the pretty young lady. I instantly saw the displeasure on her face. Even more so when the old man, pulled out a sandwich from a paper bag and started eating it. She stared at him, and then looked away (irritated).

Things change, next stop.

The pretty lady, the old man and the middle aged lady all alights and a new set of passengers get on to the train. A group of four handy men (I could tell because they still had their work clothes on) filled the sits around mine. They started talking each other loudly in a foreign language loudly and this changes the whole atmosphere, somehow.

Things change, next stop.

The men alighted and a middle aged man took a sit across me, he was holding a beer and seemed drunk, he instantly closed his eyes…

Oh life.

I take this same train twice a day, to and from work. All these souls are precious. Each has a name, each, a story to tell. Words unsaid, and stories untold.

Jesus came for each one of them, Jesus came for each one of them.


John 3:16 New American Standard Bible (NASB)

“For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.

The King, her King, my King

A lovely lady

Stunning beauty

Her eyes turned only to Him

She gazes at Him

Her eyes full of love

She adores Him

She would do anything for Him

She is not ashamed to show everyone that she loves Him

She owes Him everything

She would give up anything just to be with Him

She is adorned with the most beautiful gown

An exquisite gown, at a closer look, her gown shimmers with many different colors

She is a sight to behold

She calls Him Lord

He is her King, the King

He is her Lord, the Lord


The King

He is stunning

He is all her dreams fulfilled

He gave up everything for her

He paid a high price for her

A life for a life

He gave His life for her

He loves her, He cherishes her

He shows everyone that He loves her

His eyes like a blazing fire

A passionate fire for righteousness and justice

A passionate fire to make things right

He fills any room He walks into

With grace and strength

All recognize and acknowledge Him


The King

His name is known,

In both kingdoms, for there are really only two kingdoms

He won the ultimate battle at the gates

His kingdom is forever

He King forever,

Crowned King of kings, Lord of lords

I bow my knees

I pay homage to the King

My heart is His

The King, her King, my King

©2017 Catherine Maina

Psalm 45:11-17 (King James Version)

So shall the king greatly desire thy beauty: for he is thy Lord; and worship thou him.

And the daughter of Tyre shall be there with a gift; even the rich among the people shall intreat thy favour.

The king’s daughter is all glorious within: her clothing is of wrought gold.

She shall be brought unto the king in raiment of needlework: the virgins her companions that follow her shall be brought unto thee.

 With gladness and rejoicing shall they be brought: they shall enter into the king’s palace.

Instead of thy fathers shall be thy children, whom thou mayest make princes in all the earth.

I will make thy name to be remembered in all generations: therefore shall the people praise thee for ever and ever.

Past the cherubim and the flaming sword

(posted 3 months ago)

Past the cherubim and the flaming sword

Lead to the slaughter like a sheep

My savior died

Taking my hand and leading me back to Eden

Back to the garden

Past the cherubim and the flaming sword

Beyond the veil we walk

And sitting there on the mercy seat

Is One from whom all life flows

My source

Abba Father

I see the most brilliant light

And colors so beautiful

I want to stay here in His presence forever

Thank you Jesus for bringing me back to Eden

Back to life

Back to the beginning

Back to my Source and Father

Past the cherubim and the flaming sword

© Catherine Maina 2017

Lay down those weights

The Holy Spirit convicting us

To get rid of all the stuff that is not from God


But Lord! I can’t seem to let go

I find comfort in hanging on to some of this stuff


You say

Lay it all down, surrender it


But Lord!

I will be too lonely, too bored, without these friends

Lord please understand!

I need to fit in

I don’t have the strength to fight anymore

Can’t we all just be “friends?”


No! What does evil have to do with good

Or light with darkness?

Does oil mix with water?

Lay it all down! Get rid of all that sinful stuff


But Lord! I am addicted

I will fall apart if I let go

I have been doing this for years!

How do I surrender this stuff?

What will I do instead?


My child chose life, choose me

Lay down those weights

I will help you. Trust me.

©2017 Catherine Maina


Judges 1:32-33 (New American Standard Bible)

So the Asherites lived among the Canaanites, the inhabitants of the land; for they did not drive them out.

Naphtali did not drive out the inhabitants of Beth-shemesh, or the inhabitants of Beth-anath, but lived among the Canaanites, the inhabitants of the land; and the inhabitants of Beth-shemesh and Beth-anath became forced labor for them.


Judges 2:2-3 (New American Standard Bible)

Now the angel of the Lord came up from Gilgal to Bochim. And he said, “I brought you up out of Egypt and led you into the land which I have sworn to your fathers; and I said, ‘I will never break My covenant with you,  and as for you, you shall make no covenant with the inhabitants of this land; you shall tear down their altars.’ But you have not obeyed Me; what is this you have done?  Therefore I also said, ‘I will not drive them out before you; but they will become as thorns in your sides and their gods will be a snare to you.

Walking in new places

Walking this path

Strong hands holding mine

Some places familiar

Others new

Many questions running through my mind

Finding answers in Him

Sometimes moving on without answers

Your presence comforts me

Your words like balsam to my soul

“Fear not I will go before you that you may know the way you must go for you have not passed this way before.”

©2017 Catherine Maina

Joshua 3:3-4 New American Standard Bible

and they commanded the people, saying, “When you see the ark of the covenant of the Lord your God with the Levitical priests carrying it, then you shall set out from your place and go after it. However, there shall be between you and it a distance of about 2,000 cubits by measure. Do not come near it, that you may know the way by which you shall go, for you have not passed this way before.”



To His voice so gentle


To His gentle urge to pray


To His gentle instruction to be quiet and not pull people down


To His gentle warning to stop gossiping


When you simply want to brag or show off


When you feel that it is your duty to put someone in their place


When you have some juicy information about a colleague and you just can’t wait to tell someone!


When He tells you to change the channel


When He tells you to let go and forgive


When He tells you to put your phone down and come away with Him


To His voice so gentle

Lord Jesus, help me to listen as You lead me in paths of righteousness. This is the true meaning of submission and humility. Help me choose Your way and not mine. Thank you.

©2017 Catherine Maina

 1 Kings 19:11-13 King James Version

And he said, Go forth, and stand upon the mount before the Lord. And, behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind rent the mountains, and brake in pieces the rocks before the Lord; but the Lord was not in the wind: and after the wind an earthquake; but the Lord was not in the earthquake:

And after the earthquake a fire; but the Lord was not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.

And it was so, when Elijah heard it, that he wrapped his face in his mantle, and went out, and stood in the entering in of the cave. And, behold, there came a voice unto him, and said, what doest thou here, Elijah?